Random Rant

I thought that starting a blog and maintaining it would be pretty easy, but it's clearly not. I mean, how am I supposed to get inspiration for a blog every week? Even if I do get a topic, it's not the easiest to write a good blog, you know, plus I'm not the most creative person. So for this week's blog, I decided to just do a random rant because why not?

Now, what should I exactly rant about? Should I rant about college, studies, friends, or my non-existent love life? There's so much to rant about that I can't decide on one particular topic. Now, this is the point where I wonder why I am so indecisive. Why is it so difficult for me to decide stuff even when given a set of choices? It's not just topics anymore; I can't decide what I want to eat today or what should I wear for college. Why am I as a person so complicated?

The thing with being complicated is that people don't like complicated, and I don't like being disliked. Why is being complicated as a person viewed as such a bad thing? I mean, when art or food or music is complicated, no one really complains, but the moment it's a human, everyone has a complaint. I just don't get us humans anymore. Us humans collectively as a society have decided that we will love everything that is not us. I mean, most of the people I know find it easier to love anything that is not their species. For example, my friend Yash and I love anime, and we both collectively agree that fictional characters are much better than people. Like it's easier to love characters who we will or have never meet than people who are close to us.

This often makes me wonder how it would be like to live in my favorite fictional world. Honestly speaking, I wouldn't even survive a day, but I mean, wouldn't it be nice to go live in another world and make a completely different identity for yourself? Does this mean I hate myself? I don't necessarily hate myself, but I would like to change certain aspects about myself, and I'm working towards that. But like I said, not the easiest thing to do.

Why is everything so difficult to do?!?! Why can't things be a little bit easier? But anyways, instead of worrying about all of this, I should probably just start doing stuff I'm actually supposed to do. This, I guess, is the end of my rant. So let's meet next week, and till then, take care!